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Hot Mess 3 – Before The Show

2012-12-13 • 13:24:14

I put this together using Kdenlive on Linux. The only snag that I hit was scaling titles from from 1080p to 720p, which seems to be a known bug and apparently fixed that I didn’t feel like compiling a bunch of fresh stuff. I hope to do a little more video later on down the line.

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Minneapolis Winter 2011

2012-12-07 • 20:23:03

The only shot I took in Minneapolis, which is odd considering how much I enjoy photographing my friends there. And this marks the finish of my 2010/11 travels. Was gone for about 2 months, felt so long at first, but far to quick in the end. I would like to do another similar trip at some point again, except more like half a year to a year.

My One Minneapolis Shot

Home is where the heart is.

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RIP Morocco, ThinkPad T41

2012-12-06 • 18:45:19

Years ago (late 2005), when I was in the middle of moving back to San Francisco, a good friend of mine gifted to me his ThinkPad T41. He was about to go traveling and had acquired one of those new amazing netbooks that hardly anyone uses these days, additionally his company didn't seem to want the T41 back. I was going through a transitional phase in my life, what with moving and all. The new (to me) laptop was quite an important gift in how I've shaped into a bit of a hacker over the years. It's safe to say I wouldn't be so into the open source movement if it wasn't for this machine.

Before moving back to SF, I had multiple machines I interfaced with. A much slower (yet so slim and light, they don't make them like they used to) and beaten up ThinkPad 570 (which now is somewhere at Noisebridge, along with its mate that I cannibalized for parts), a clogged up large desktop machine with two over 17" heavy CRT displays, an extremely disorganized server box. All three of these machines ran Windows in some form or another. I had 3 other desktop machines where I experimented with FreeBSD and various Linux distros, but they were so old and run down that I hardly ever touched them. Windows seemed to work and that was that, and back then having multiple computers was a normal thing for myself and friends I knew.

When it came to be time to start packing things away, preparing to transplant myself to a newer (smaller and up 2 flights of stairs) dwelling, I was loathing the notion of relocating all of my computers. That was around when the T41 fell into my lap, the friend simply asked me to wipe the drive before using it for anything. My mind was blown. The machine was much faster than my laptop or desktop, it had ports, it worked, it was pretty awesome. I named the machine Morocco, after the first destination my friend was about to travel to.

I don't know why I decided to install Linux onto it, but Ubuntu was turning into a thing back then, and it seemed like a fun experiment to do before I tossed my other machines. Well, it stuck, for a long time. I don't think I ever got around to install Windows natively on that machine, ever. Eventually I either got rid of the other boxes or converted them to some form of Linux. In the end I donated the desktop machines and CRTs to some nonprofit that a friend was a part of. All I had left was this ThinkPad and a really tiny home server (Shuttle when they were still producing cheap hardware). Some how that purge made me feel like an adult at that point.

The T41 saw its fare share of action, thankfully being built like a tank it didn't give a damn what happened to it. During a Fire Arts Festival, we had some epic computer failure. In an emergency I plugged Dance Dance Immolation into Morocco, and after about 30 minutes the USB ports got fried (and as it turns out the machine suffered the same fate a year or two ago under its previous owner, and had gotten serviced). I replaced the power board due to the power port becoming faulty. Plastics cracked, the exterior got more scuffed, covered in stickers. Thing kept on ticking.

I learned many life lessons about administrating a Linux desktop machine, and how there's a very thin and sharp line with burning time between fixing a computer constantly and using a computer as a tool for creativity. I eventually got really frustrated with the state of Linux on desktops and how more of my time was going towards fixing Linux every 10 minutes than doing fun things on it, like playing with photography.

During a party while playing music the machine marinated in a puddle of Gatorade over night while trying to frantically put itself to sleep, over and over again. Found it with almost no battery life left, some how still running but full of liquid electrolytes. I quickly pulled battery and started taking it apart, draining the machine, noticing that metal bits here and there had shifted in color from the exposure to the liquid and electricity. Dried it as best as I could, put it together, wouldn't turn on, started freaking out. I panicked, quickly went window shopping for a new machine that would have good Linux compatibility, realized how much of a fool I was at thinking such I thing would exist at the time. A friend recommend I try switching over to a Mac. It took a good solid 2 hours of research and a tiny bit of peer pressure, but sure enough the next day I was the owner of a new 15" MacBook Pro.

I regret making that switch now, but I still continued to touch Linux boxes here and there. That and I can't ignore how I wouldn't be into photography as much as I am now if I hadn't found Lightroom then. It also made me appreciate GNU based tools so much more. Anyhow, that phased lived on for about 3 years and 2 different piece of Apple hardware, I became increasingly more paranoid about damaging my precious pieces of Cupertino hand crafted aluminum egg shells, and fearful over running anything that might break OSX to the point where I need to either reinstall or go to an Apple Store since I can't simply debug that stuff by hand. The first one just flat out died and wouldn't power on one day (also at the Fire Arts Festival), the second one grew some very obnoxious issues that Apple wasn't willing to address nor would they give me the means to debug myself. And so 1.5 years ago I switched back to Linux by picking up a ThinkPad X220 and running Debian on it, I've been rather happy since then. Linux on the desktop is very much a working thing now, with minimal upkeep.

The ThinkPad T41 continued to live on. After about a month or two of drying and a surface mount resistor replacement, the machine booted back up like nothing was wrong. I've used it as a dummy kiosk for events, hardware to run projects, a networking router on playa. The BIOS battery eventually gave out, it'll continue to boot up but I can't get into the BIOS to alter boot up drives as it's now asking me for a password. I got Debian up and running on a 2nd machine and swap the drive back into the T41, to be used as a guest or loaner machine. Friends have used it as a simple web browser here at my house, and I loaned it off to another friend who was in need of a Linuxy machine to do work on Zoa, a Flux Foundation for Burning Man project, while her new ThinkPad X230 was in transit from China (to replace her own ancient ThinkPad which had also just recently died).

I got the machine back this past weekend and wanted to do a distribution upgrade before charging the battery and setting it aside for use by visiting friends later. Sadly the machine no longer wants to boot off of the internal hard drive. I've tried other drives, but alas I think there's something now terribly wrong with the IDE controller. After working on it all this morning, I've decided the time has come for Morocco, time to move on.

The pace at which technology moves now, we've stopped growing attached to the devices we interface with. Now we more focus onto our data and the services that hold them, using desktop computers, laptops, tablets, smart phones, simply as a window to reach out and hold that data close. Running off of the T41 really pushed me into doing more fun and interesting stuff with Linux, and made me learn how important the free open source software movement is (well also in part by switching over to Mac). To some extent that machine symbolizes freedom to me, from closed software and from a past life I no longer live attached to multiple objects and ways of thinking.

Thanks to the friend who gifted the laptop to me, and thanks to the machine itself, that was a good solid 7 years.

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First photo by Edrabbit, shared under the CC BY-NC license.

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Chicago Winter 2011

2012-12-06 • 18:07:26

Towards the end of my trip, Chicago felt a bit like home. I wasn't bothered much by the cold, and they were done with their record snow fall. Hanging out with friends there was rather excellent. It almost felt like a vacation from my travels.

Crown Fountain

The Dog was Thrilled about the Bubbles

Turtle and Fish

The Bean in its Natural Habitat

Plaid Glasses

Icicles touch Lake Michigan

Dinoson

Chicago Opera Theater [xmlgm {https://www.flickr.com/services/feeds/photoset.gne?set=72157632181766140&nsid=98601772@N00&lang=en-us&format=kml_nl&georss=1} minlat=41.920778;minlon=-87.651362;maxlat=41.920778;maxlon=-87.651362;zoom=11]

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NYC: Resistor

2012-11-29 • 12:01:03

NYC: Resistor

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Infrared New York

2012-11-28 • 23:01:12

My first and only successful roll thus far of Kodak EIR film, or actually AIR but who's checking. Wish I had shot more of it during the day, sun set far too quickly. I've got a couple more rolls left for a fun outing.

First Shot is always The Best

Reflective Path

IR City

The Dog

MikolEIR

IR Sunset

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New York City, Winter 2011

2012-11-28 • 22:40:25

These are from my visit to New York City between January and February of 2011. The plan was to just use New York as a two day layover before continuing onto the Midwest, but partially thanks to meeting a particular someone while in Berlin, I got stuck in the big apple for about two weeks. Previously I had an utter distaste for the city, but after my time there I fell in love with it. There was even a brief afternoon where I roamed around Manhattan and Brooklyn deliberating the possibility of moving there.

Also apparently New Yorkers freak out easily over the tiniest bit of snow, or so I felt after spending a few winters in Minneapolis and Chicago.

Up Side Down Al

Renegade Accordion

Two Sizes

Eye Ball

Frozen Tear

Ventilation Building

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Reykjavík

2012-11-26 • 23:45:50

Catching up to some old photos. These were shot in Reykjavík, Iceland in January of 2011. Reykjavík was kind of an interesting sleepy place, I mostly kept to myself while ducking into cafe after cafe, roamed around the downtown area primarily. By far this was one of the most unoccupied by tourist big cities I've been to (much different in the summer time though). Slept in a bit, got to bed early, mulled around on the internet, got work done, read. 45mph ice rain winds will do that to you, felt almost like hibernation since daylight was very short. Actually completely enjoyed it quite a bit, especially after the hustle and bustle of London.

Pair

Stigis

Thirty Dots

And my lovely host, Andie Nordgren.

Andie Nordgren

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Bionic Leg

2012-09-05 • 02:45:15

AP Standing

Well it's been about 1.5 months now. The xray above shows what's going on in my leg, did the zipper fool you? The majority of physical pain right now is related to muscles getting bruised during the impact, and also what had to get sliced through to get to the bone during the operation. Hardware is all titanium, and pretty much permanent. You can also feel the screw heads sticking out slightly, which is a weird feeling and I imagine will bring comic delight at my next TSA grope session.

Today I'm up and walking around, there's a cane I use most of the time but can hobble (gimp like and all) without it just fine. The atrophy has been a little saddening, lost a bit of weight, too much for how skinny I am already. Waiting on a piece to show up in the mail that'll allow me to hook up my Bike Friday to a bicycle trainer so I can get some physical pedal therapy inside the house without worrying that my right leg wont be able to support me when I come to a full stop. With all the pain and lack of support my standing body muscles I'm having to walk in particularly odd ways in order to stand up, sadly this is taking a toll on all my other muscles and ligaments in my right leg and the rest of my body. Sitting down for long periods of time doesn't really help my back either (send massage therapists asap). But beyond all the constant pain, my leg's beginning to feel fully functional and human again.

My mental state has been a different matter. It's amazing how much of a drag going from a certain expected speed of mobility, down to almost nothing can do to your mood. Not to mention the suckage of going from getting around by bike to dealing with the failures of MUNI. As much as I cannot stop appreciating and thanks friends for lifts around town and to other places, it saddens me to see bikes zipping by enjoying life at a pace that seems right while I'm stuck in a cage of metal and glass and isolation. And as it turns out, coming off opiate based pain killers is a horrible thing, especially when it's already hard to maintain focus on anything while on them (like writing this post). Mildly contemplating spinning off a new blog/domain to simply cross post about gruesome bike related injuries and fatalities that originate from a strong lack of helmet usage, just to stay focused on something. Luckily I see the doc tomorrow and that'll help.

All and all to sum it up, I'm happy I'm alive and recovering so well, but long so much for my ability to get around San Francisco in a fun and quick manor , and above all else want to not feel mentally trapped in my head anymore.

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Sponsor a Roll of Film, get an Art

2012-08-18 • 20:25:31

Film Cans

So I'm currently in a bit of a mental block with photos. Not enough of an incentive to do anything with them after they're shot. I've mostly switched over to film a little while ago to help with that, slow down how often I shoot. Still my backlog is somewhere past a year. Kind of need a little bit of a push to get some of this stuff done. Additionally processing and scanning film is costly and annoying.

Care to sponsor a roll of film? It's sort of like getting a surprise present. You select a roll from the following list, not really knowing what's on it, send me about $35 USD (Bitcoins accepted) to cover costs, and in return I'll get the roll developed, processed and send you one 8"x12" prints and a hand full of 4"x6" of my choosing from that batch within a few weeks. In the end you'll be kicking me in the butt to get some of this work done, funding a fellow artist, and get a set of shanzy prints out of it in the end. Plus if you like I'll list out your name and a thanks along with the photos that get uploaded.

The majority of these rolls are from the past 6 - 8 months. Boats, weddings, bike trips, international travel, and other oddities. What you get is basically up to chance as I honestly don't remember where the majority of these rolls were shot.

If you're interested in helping out with a sponsorship, pick a roll and drop me a line. Thanks!

Color/Slide 35mm:

  • AGFA CT Precisa
  • Kodak Ektachrome E100SW
  • Kodak Ektachrome E100SW
  • Kodak Ektachrome E100SW
  • Kodak Ektachrome Pro 160T
  • Kodak Ektachrome DX EPY

Color/Slide Medium Format:

  • Kodak EIR Aerochrome
  • Kodak Ektachrome Pro 160T
  • Kodak Ektachrome Pro 160T
  • Fuji color

Black and White 35mm:

  • Arista EDU Ultra
  • Ilford HP5 Plus
  • Ilford HP5 Plus
  • Ilford HP5 Plus

Black and White Medium Format:

  • Ilford Delta 100
  • Holga 400

Note: The rolls in the photo above were developed ages ago.

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