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Travels through Berlin and Wien

2011-01-08 • 20:40:51

Running

Currently I'm in Vienna curled up under a bunch of blankets try to get over the hacker plague flu I got from 27C3. Sadly I had to cancel out of going to Copenhagen, couldn't really get out of bed the morning of my flight. My new plan is to fly directly to London from here on the 13th. Copenhagen can wait for the summer when I can possibly go with someone who knows the local tongue.

Berlin was a rush, a rather pleasant one. Made some new friends and got to enjoy time with old ones. The Congress was fairly transparent to me, the first three talks I really wanted to see were packed to the gills well before they started. I've opted to watch the talks on my flight back into the states. Spent most of my time in the hack lab hanging out with Mitch and co. Even skipped a day of Congress to check out an interesting photography exhibit with a new found friend. Last night in town was extremely enjoyable and I was glad to share it with everyone in the Unicorn Stronghold Apartment, tinfoil hats for all!

Journey to the End of the Year in Vienna was something I will never forgot. I haven't actually gotten to play one of these since the first one in San Francisco, 2006. I've learned quite a bit from being a chaser for so long, which along with being in a very foreign place made the whole experience extremely intense. Checkpoint 5 was a big surprise, the main task was to be interviewed as a runner who had just made it to that checkpoint, give a summery of how they felt about the game. This turned into a whole lot of emotions all of a sudden jumping out inside of me. SF0, Journey, traveling, hacker spaces and cons, Black Rock, biking, love, friends, art, photography, San Francisco, some how all of this just rolled into one big map of links in my head. Everything from the past 5 years of my life clicked together and there I was at the very tip of it standing in the middle of Vienna pushing forward to something new.

Ended up getting caught about 1 block away from the last check point due to poor directions from a drunkard and some of my joints deciding to lock up due to the cold weather and a lack of physical activity for the past week (I'm getting so old I just so happened to have a birthday two days later). All in all it was very enjoyable. Sadly nodded off a few times at the end party. Spent the minutes leading up to the new year and there after writing a few emails that had been brewing in my mind for the past handful of days. Happy to run into some San Francisco friends at the second party, museum fun with them later on.

Fin and Astera have been extremely generous hosts allowing me to stay with them for another week while I get better. They are also great company. Hoping to get even better tomorrow and venture out to Metalab to get some work done and possibly make use of the laser cutter. Also want to get a little more vegan schnitzel inside me before I leave. Flying in traffic right now sounds like the best thing to me.

Due to a lovely new friend, traveling old friends, and a impromptu visit by a little dino, I've decided to extend my stay in New York City through the 1st of February. Hoping to gain a better appreciation for the city to help forget the pain of past trips there. Wishing the weather would be nicer, and that I had my one of my bikes along with me during my stay there.

Some how portions of Europe are warmer then San Francisco today, though I suppose folks burning trees on Ocean Beach tonight might be warmer then I am.

Then again maybe not.

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They gave us our own Hotel Room

2011-01-08 • 19:43:57

They gave us our own Hotel Room

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Going Away Birthday

2011-01-02 • 09:51:23

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Held back posting this. Happy birthday.


Audio: OGG / MP3

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Winter Travel

2010-12-25 • 18:43:10

Eberswalder Strasse

I leave shortly. Here is the current plan...

  • Berlin, Germany - 20101225 - Chaos Communication Congress
  • Vienna, Austria - 20101231 - Journey to the End of the Year
  • Copenhagen, Denmark - 20110107 - illutron
  • London, United Kingdom - 20110111 - Fuck if I know
  • Reykjavik, Iceland - 20110118 - Pee in some hot springs
  • New York City, United States - 20110121 - I heard this place is big
  • Chicago, United States - 20110124 - Dino Bicycle
  • Minneapolis, United States - 20110128 - Holy crap more snow
  • San Francisco, United States - 20110201 - Home

I don't really know what I'll be doing past what I've listed done here. Escape maybe? If you're going to be around anywhere I listed and want to meet up, you know how to get a hold of me. Additionally if you're just curious where I might be, there are ways to find my location.

Know of something interesting I should see? Or someone interesting I should meet? Leave a comment.

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The Last Digital Photo

2010-12-24 • 23:39:42

The Last Digital Photo

I posted this a while ago on Flickr, throwing it in here for record keeping.

That black strip on the bottom is the mirror forced to stay partly in frame because the focus screen sort of fell out. Made crunching sounds. Two nights prior I decided to attempt biking home while rather (and very surprisingly) drunk. I blacked out a few times, falling off my bike. Piecing forgotten memories together I gather that I walked home after about two blocks of unbalance. Camera most likely rattling in my bag by that point.

Last photo my DSLR took. Haven't touched digital since then.

I suppose this is rather fitting and on theme with my life. Film has taken a surprisingly larger role, I don't know why. I always thought I'd stick to digital and that would be that, no worries about physical mediums and mess.

With film I've slowed down, taking a photo a day is a rarities, let alone a few dozen to hundreds of pictures a day which is where I was at with digital. Taking my time to get shots that excite me with quality, instead of fire hosing my memory card in the hopes that whatever gamble I took, one of the images will turn out almost where I wanted it to be. It's time to perfect what I was doing with the current style of photography I was enjoying.

This slowing down, I felt, also reflected in my life. Slowing down to focus on the things that I cared about, that were close to my heart. Things that needed attention and caring, like myself, the people I loved, being creative and outgoing in what I built. Much in the same way someone says that they can now finally plop down and start a family, I felt I could now breath and look towards making things internal and external to me of a degree higher, giving more attention to entities that needed it. Cleaning ghosts out of my closet and mending those that are already there and present.

Over time I've become more obsessive with film. Bought a new (heavy) camera that I had no idea how to operate minutes before leaving for that silly place out there that's hot and dry. Acquired more and more odd film. Shot things I would never see again, shot a lot. Became annoyed with the level of quality scans provided by my favorite photo lab. Rolls and rolls of film, developed and not, waiting for me to find the time to not be so meticulous with other parts of my photography body, self. Some how slowing down for me was the exact opposite, I've shot less the second half of this year then I have before, yet here I am with a backlog of photos from forever ago and images I have only blinked at once waiting for me to rouse them up from beyond their emulsion.

Hand in hand my life became complicated with things. The thought of slowing down was a rather big joke. Allowing my job to slowly grip and pull my soul away from my personal self, a lust for money and a stable schedule. New and fresh projects came along, diverting my attention away from uncompleted ones (which still sit undone). Lovely new faces, and older ones, came into my life. I appreciated the comfort and company they provided while we exchange experiences.

Work, projects, new found love, all of these things came together, as they tend to within this community of crazy friends I have. All of these points of intensity slowly drew me away from someone I loved and once held close to me dearly. Drawing me away from the attention I told myself I would be giving to a relationship that needed it (always needed it). I lied to myself, saying things were fine and going well, fooling myself that another few days could pass and then I'd have time. The ones I loved, my friends, myself, all pushed away, ignored, and not bringing myself to be attentive to, all from lying to myself about slowing down on focuses with projects and work.

Time is such a funny metric. Free time exists in the future, but never in the now, never when it's needed. And don't me get started on the hopes and wishes of going into the past to mend things that should have never fallen to such depths. Undoable and unrecoverable.

And here I am, a broken camera in one hand, a shattered heart in the other. Both of my own doing.

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Bicycles That Fly

2010-12-23 • 18:36:18

Bicycles That Fly

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I Love You

2010-12-22 • 20:02:39

I Love You

Over the past two months my notion of love and pain have become completely altered. What I once thought as intense is nothing more then a drop in the bucket compared to all the emotions I've felt recently.

There was so much trust we shared that night. I love you and always will.

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Overwhelmed & Overcome

2010-12-21 • 14:03:13

Overwhelmed

Overcome

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Depth

2010-12-20 • 21:58:20

Depth

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Stevie

2010-12-20 • 10:12:08

Stevie

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